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Tweak says, "I say, Judge yourself."

raisedbymoogles (raisedbymoogles) wrote,
@ 2009-07-01 23:23:00

Current mood:	anxious
Current music:	Lewis Black
Entry tags:	dreams, mood, work

Why do I do this to myself, part I don't even know.
I just watched three hours of Ghost Hunters. As some of you may know already, I am profoundly afraid of ghosts, bumps in the night, and my own shadow, so watching three hours of Ghost Hunters? Not a smart choice. I'm currently sitting in the basement with all the lights on, and listening to Lewis Black. (Everyone knows Lewis Black makes the malevolent spirits go away.)

...Oddly, I had a ghost dream the other night that didn't scare me at all. It probably helped that I was an apprentice Ghostbuster so I could, y'know, do something about the unquiet dead.

Also, I told my boss to go ahead and consider me for full-time, after much deliberation (read: "freaking out.") I know y'all were happy for me over this, and I'm grateful, but... yeah, I'm not, really. I know all the reasons why I should be, but reality doesn't seem to penetrate my Issues real well. I just brought myself to say yes because I knew that living with my parents another year would make me even less happy.

Or maybe I'll wake up tomorrow and feel perfectly fine about the whole thing. I don't know. That's the exciting, thrill-a-minute ride that is my unbalanced brain chemistry. :D

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	deepbluesquee 2009-07-02 11:03 am UTC (link)
	cuddles up close and gives you a ghosty'Mis keeping watch for any of the bad bumps in the night? ...snugs tight On the one hand, the extra hours and the extra monies are a very good thing, my moogle. On the other - yeah, I freak out at getting things like that dropped in my lap too, so you're not alone. hugs tight and loves... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	raisedbymoogles 2009-07-02 04:58 pm UTC (link)
	...eeee. Trust ghosty'Mis, is a nice spirit. nuzzle nodnods and loves on and pets As long as I'm not alone, I'll be okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deepbluesquee 2009-07-03 12:36 pm UTC (link)
	Ghost'Mis: petpets deelie, insubstantial hand Aww. 'Nks. grins Not ever an alonemoogle. ...Well, except for when you need some time to yourself since not to be overcrowding the moogledragon either, and - I just typoed that as moogledear without even thinking, heh. cuddles up around and loves (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	raisedbymoogles 2009-07-03 08:19 pm UTC (link)
	eee, feels nice and cool and soothing... ^_^ beams up at -giggles I could be a moogledragondear? :D? curls around and adores and noses, dragonsnout! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deepbluesquee 2009-07-03 09:19 pm UTC (link)
	Ghost'Mis: ...eee. Is helping. ^_^ petpetskritches? You already are a moogledragondear! :O cuddles up with and petpets dragonsnout and, pfnerk, nearly misread that as dragonsmut. XD (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	raisedbymoogles 2009-07-04 01:08 am UTC (link)
	is very helping! :D nuzzles up under and purrs hrrrrs and wriggles dragonsnout and curls around, my shiny! ....giggles - dragon!Seph in an amorous mood? ;) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deepbluesquee 2009-07-04 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	Ghost'Mis: beams! :D strokes nad pets as best he can ...splorf with the two knights- knight-and-squire* - from Coyo's fic? ;)* snuggles up and petpets wiggly dragonsnout (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	raisedbymoogles 2009-07-04 11:08 pm UTC (link)
	eeeeee, fussed! flops out and beams ^______^ -eee, yes! Curled up around them and growling possessively? happy hrrrr~ (Reply to this) (Parent)

	stopthatgirl7 2009-07-02 03:07 pm UTC (link)
	I can see the reasons for freaking out. But monies and independence, they are good things. :D (Reply to this) (Thread)

	raisedbymoogles 2009-07-02 04:59 pm UTC (link)
	They are very very good things. There are few limits to what I will do to get those. (Reply to this) (Parent)

ladyofshadow
2009-07-02 03:45 pm UTC (link)

Don't worry! I'll protect you from the ghosts!!! *poses*

And, having seen Lewis Black perform in person, he DEFINITELY ain't afraid of no ghosts and can keep them at bay.

I'm also proud of you for telling your boss that you're considering the full-time position. With the extra income you bring in, it'll open doors to many opportunities and it's another good thing to add on your resume. ^__^

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	raisedbymoogles 2009-07-02 05:04 pm UTC (link)
	yay! :D tosses roses and a plushie Lewis Black Hope it doesn't wear me out at the same time. :P (Reply to this) (Parent)

	dragovianknight 2009-07-02 03:51 pm UTC (link)
	Friday the 13th: the series cured me of my fears of all things malevolent. It's tough to be afraid when there's that much cheese around. Angelo: And then she realized she's far more malevolent than any spirit, anyway. Yeah, that too. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	raisedbymoogles 2009-07-02 05:05 pm UTC (link)
	snrk There are advantages to being more dangerous than anything else. (Reply to this) (Parent)